BurnoutSo what exactly is up? Well, not much, to be honest. I'm currently extremely bogged down with work and have got mocks and exams all the way up to January. Oh, and a driving test at some point (PROTIP: I'M BAD AT IT). This doesn't leave a huge amount of room for other things, included in this is music, updating journals, working on Lawyer Guy, pestering Matt to work on Lawyer Guy with me, completing Sacred Grounds on Cave Story, learning sytrus and actually doing something useful.
I AM, however, scripting\concepting a game that will likely never be made, which bring the total count of 'games I've started but not finished' up to... 11. Among these, Anthony T. Barker : Badass Biologist, a Gauntlet-style action\RTS\Tower defense game and 'The Man with No Hands', a proper British visual novel about a man with no hands, who somehow has managed to wrangle himself a job laying down crazy paving.
Trouble is, there's no time, and there's not better excuse than 'there's no time'. Truth be told, Heterodox Convictions took me 10+ hours to finish, so I will literally work myself to death if I start another wrong. I do have a few ideas... for all the good they'll do.
I get the impression I'll rather regret this when I'm laying on my deathbed, having spent my life delaying all those things that everybody thinks they ought to do at some point in their lives. Still, to say composing a piece of music with FL Studio that nobody will ever listen to should hardly (and does not) classify as fulfilment, more as a way to pass the time. Scatman John once said something about time, and I'm sure it's much smarter than whatever I just said.
It's 1:20 AM. I have nothing to do. I don't feel like making anything in FL Studio, if I do now I probably won't like it. I don't feel like drawing anything, I don't have anywhere to start. I don't feel like writing anything, I don't feel like I'm in a particularly funny mood. I suppose I could tidy up a bit.
Eh, it can wait.
Neutral
To me, the right to death is perhaps more important, if I end up laying about in a hospital bed being fed through a tube because it's "policy" that the hospital doesn't turn off life support EVER for ANYONE, I hope some anonymous stranger comes and shoots me.
Lets not forget that all Germany's problems were not our fault, the Germans as a people crave order and enforcement, something they weren't getting under the Weimar. Hitler's rise to power was down to the economic crisis, which was partially down to Britain's involvement in the war. But it was also down to the critical flaw in German society, a flaw that still exists to this very day, the need to have a rigid stucture and strong leadership. Mercifully they've got one now in Angela Myrtle, but should they ever get a weak one again, we'de be looking at a similar situation to that of 1929. In short, the reason most of Europe hate the British is because we were quite good at running things a century ago That's why the French hate us, that's why the Italians hate us, that's why the Germans hate us and it's why the Polish love us.
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Julius Ceasar.
He was Conquered...
He came.
I think every country has mutual hate for America, but when you consider, for example, how severely we fucked up Germany's economy you can see how Hitler ended up getting elected. Which in turn led to much bloodshed, destruction, the cold war blah blah blah. Every country that bears a grudge against us has earned it. Except maybe the French.
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My other signature is a Porsche
I really only think that Americans see themselves as the Hollywood action heroes, we spent 30 years after the war saying sorry to the Germans, not the act of a country that thinks itself above the rest of the world. The only people the Irish hate more than Brits are other Irish people, they're a very bitter population. The French hate everyone. We as a nation cannot realistically do anything about China. And the Netherlands and all those other Nordic countries have sky-high suicide rates, the chances are that if you lived in one of those countries you would have killed yourself by now.
And Japanese people use hacks.
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Julius Ceasar.
He was Conquered...
He came.
We westerners often have the quite arrogant notion that we are, in a sense, the 'good guys'. We're really not. The British empire was once the most ruthless in the world, and America is an obnoxious, resource-hogging waste of space. The Irish aren't our biggest fans, and neither are the French. The guy in China who works every day in a sweatshop for little or no pay probably hates us rich, materialistic westerners and the greedy corporations who own our souls as well.
There are a lot of times I'd rather be Finnish, Swedish or Japanese to be honest. Hell, I could even stand to be Austrian.
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My other signature is a Porsche
People with a lot of money : Not every rich person is a ruthless dictator of a boss with foreign workers kept in shackles and sky high prices. There is the odd one that actually deserves it, some businessmen make money because they offer a good service that people are willing to pay money for. There are those that make money by kissing arse and mistreating people, yes. But there are also those that do it honestly. Don't assume the worst of rich people, they're not all bastards.
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Julius Ceasar.
He was Conquered...
He came.
I feel sad that the crazy 'death to English' guy won. That said, there are probably a lot of Iranians that are quite happy about it. But even the most benevolent dictator can grow ruthless over time. People with a lot of money? Sure, they're all idiots, and don't deserve it (and I DO) but I have feelings more of general annoyance than hate towards them.
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My other signature is a Porsche
War : a fight overresources because one leader is greedy and the other has a rubbish army and lots of oil.
Economy on the brink of collapse : Bankers got greedy and decided it would be a good idea to hand out 70 year mortgages to unskilled, unemployed teenagers with a whole bunch of expensive kids.
Iran : President Ahmadinejad (almost certainly spelt wrong) is greedy for power so decides to threaten America with nukes and rig his own elections.
North Korea : Same problem.
Russia : Same problem again.
America : Bush was a dickhead.
Nuff said.
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Julius Ceasar.
He was Conquered...
He came.
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My other signature is a Porsche
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Julius Ceasar.
He was Conquered...
He came.
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My other signature is a Porsche
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